The gospel of John, which through most of the history of Christianity has enjoyed a certain prominence, if not to say preeminence, among the gospels, has been demoted by contemporary scholars. It has been demoted on account of all of its abstractions – all of its metaphors and allegories. These indicate to scholars that the gospel of John contains little hard historical information about Jesus; that the gospel of John is, rather, they believe, merely a theological interpretation of him.
And hard historical information about Jesus is the name of the scholarly game nowadays. The scholarly game is to extricate from the gospels the “historical Jesus.” The gospel writers were, after all, scholars presume, ancient people with ancient, therefore outmoded, understandings. If scholars could only extricate from the gospels the historical Jesus, we would know who he really was and could respond to him appropriately. If Jesus were really a sage, then we could grow in his wisdom. If he were really a social or political revolutionary, we could join forces against existing power
systems. If he were really a healer, then we could bind up the wounded. If he were really a spiritualist, then we could cultivate inner transformation.
I, personally, do not salute the gospel of John’s demotion. I am not particularly impressed with the scholarly game of extricating from the gospels the historical Jesus – as though this were even remotely possible in the first place – in order to know who he really was. Bumpkin that I may be, I think the gospel writers knew who he really was and is. He is the Son of God. He is the Lord.
And this is precisely why the gospel of John expresses itself in abstractions; in metaphors and allegories. How else does one express the mystery that lies behind history? And the import of history, for Christians at least, is not history itself, but the mystery that lies behind it. It is just as poetry in the last analysis better expresses who we fully are than a biology textbook. Our import is the mystery that lies behind our biological makeup.
John indeed understands that Jesus was a historical man, but he seeks to express the import of that historical man, the mystery behind that historical man – that he was the word made flesh. Accordingly, he expresses himself in abstractions – metaphors and allegories.
And so Jesus, in the gospel of John, declares of himself: “I am the light of the world.” “I am the bread of life.” “I am the good shepherd.” “I am the gate for the sheep.” And profundity compounds profundity there. For recall that God in the book of Exodus first declared of himself, “I am who I am.” I am who I am?” But who was he? He was an unknown sovereign, further knowledge of which he would not grant to his people, as he struggled with them, disciplined them, formed them away from their rebellious nature into the means of his salvation.
But then, in the fullness of time, the word became flesh, no longer, “I am who I am,” but “I am the light of the world, the bread of life, the good shepherd, the gate for the sheep” – no longer unknown, but manifest as our vision in the darkness, our spiritual nourishment, our tender and keeper, our one and only way. No, I, at least, am not quite ready to strip the gospel of John of its rank for its supposed paucity of hard, historical information about Jesus.
And of all John’s abstractions, I think the one from this morning’s gospel lesson is my very favorite. “I am the true vine, my father is the vine
grower…and you are the branches who bear much fruit.” What a beautiful metaphor. Jesus the vine and we the branches – Jesus sustaining and nourishing us with his own life, infusing us with his own essence, with the father tending us both. What’s more, as branches we bear his fruit. We are in history his ears and eyes, his hands and feet. We are utterly dependent upon him for our life and vocation, but surprisingly, he too is dependent upon us.
Here is a metaphor that truly captures the import of history and our history, the mystery behind them both. I suppose this metaphor is my very favorite though because it brings me solace. I have gotten to an age in life where I know I am nothing without him and this metaphor confirms that I am right, that I am nothing without him. But it confirms too that I am not without him. That’s solace.
Solace but for one possible spoiler, for Jesus talks of pruning, “Every branch that bears fruit (the father) prunes to make it bear more fruit.” To a branch, pruning is not an inviting prospect. It sounds painful. This talk of pruning turns solace to tension, to fear, to dread even. But, in truth, it should not.
What Jesus is teaching when he talks of pruning is the way to view the trials that befall us, whether they are trials that befall us as God’s judgment for our fault or error, or trials that simply befall us, it matters not. Jesus is teaching the way to view them.
They are the opportunities to bear more fruit. Our trials must not, must never, then, make us cynical, hard, sullen, bitter, complaining, or angry. No, this is self-indulgent and self-defeating, and the one always leads to the other. What’s worse, it is faithless. No, our trials must open us up to new opportunities for helpfulness, new opportunities for sympathy, understanding, fellow feeling, compassion, and humility. And this too is solace. Not pie crust solace that crumbles before the realities of life, but real solace, that covers the realities of life.
The life of C.S. Lewis provides the perfect illustration of this. Many of you are probably familiar with his writings, but perhaps not with his life story. His mother, whom he loved dearly, died when he was a boy of ten. “It was the end of my world,” he wrote. “I remember my father in tears. Voices all over the house. Doors shutting and opening. It was a big house, all long, empty corridors. I remember I had the toothache. I wanted my mother to
come to me. I cried for her to come, but she didn’t.” In his suffering, Lewis retreated to a fortress in which he felt safe, away from emotional involvement or attachment. He retreated behind walls of reason and intellect.
He grew to adulthood an avowed atheist, but his reason and intellect eventually led him to discredit and disclaim atheism and to embrace Christianity. Upon his conversion to Christianity, he became one of its greatest defenders. But Christianity remained for him an intellectual, rational proposition.
Then, rather late in life, he met an American woman – a Jew who had become a communist, who then converted to Christianity after reading Lewis’ books. Her name was Joy Gresham. She had come to England with her son fleeing an unhappy marriage – destitute, distraught, with no real plan but to get away from her old life and to meet Lewis.
Theirs became an odd kind of friendship, this now world famous author and this woman of questionable standing. But once she claimed his acquaintance, he felt a certain obligation toward her, an obligation, as well as an appreciation and fascination with her mind. “Her mind was lithe and quick and muscular as a leopard,” he wrote. “Passion, tenderness and pain were all equally unable to disarm it. It scented the first whiff of cant or slush, then sprang, and knocked you over before you knew what was happening.”
One day she made a strange request of him -- that he marry her so that she could avoid extradition to America. It was just to be a paper marriage, nothing more. He agreed to do it, and they married by civil ceremony. Shortly thereafter, she was diagnosed with terminal bone cancer. He then and there realized that he had fallen in love with her. They married again on her deathbed, this time by a Christian ceremony. Then a miracle occurred. Her cancer disappeared, and theirs became one of the great love stories of history. But when her reprieve was over, when she died of bone cancer some years later, Lewis’ safe fortress of reason and intellect had been breached.
His suffering was extremely intense, but only weeks after her death he was able to write this, “From the rational point of view, what new factor has her death introduced into the problem of the universe? What grounds has it given me for doubting all that I believe? I knew already that these things, and worse, happened daily. I would have said that I had ‘taken them into account.’ I had been warned…We had been promised sufferings. They were part of the programme. We were even told ‘Blessed are they that mourn,’ and I accepted it. I’d got nothing that I hadn’t bargained for……Of course it is a different matter when the thing happens to oneself, not to others…Yes, but should it make such a difference as this? No. It wouldn’t have for a man whose faith had been real faith….whose concern for other people’s sorrows had been real concern. If the house collapsed at one blow, that is because it was a house of cards. My faith which ‘took these things into account’ was not faith. The taking them into account was not real sympathy. If I had really cared, as I thought I did, about the sorrows of the world, I would not have been so overwhelmed when my own sorrow came. Mine had been an imaginary faith playing with innocuous counters labeled, ‘Illness’ ‘Pain’ ‘Death,’ and ‘Loneliness.’”
For C.S. Lewis then, at the nadir of his suffering over the loss of his beloved Joy, he saw the opportunity to bear more fruit. “I have been given the
choice twice in my life. The boy chose safety. The man chooses suffering.” He allowed himself, like his savior and ours, to be made perfect by suffering.
Few things are certain in life, but this is. Trials will come to us all. But the mystery behind history, that mystery that once took flesh, teaches us that through our trials we can bear more fruit, and in so doing grow in his likeness. Amen.