Imagine this. Imagine a huge arena. Now imagine it ten times bigger than you’ve just imagined it. Now imagine every seat filled so that there is a massive crowd -- tens -- no -- hundreds of thousands of people gathered to witness the contest. Now imagine yourself at the center of that arena. You can imagine yourself just as you are now or embellished in some way so you are at your very best - decked out in finery or armor, what have you. Now imagine facing your opponent, and your opponent is God.
How many from among the hundreds of thousands of people gathered there do you suppose would bet upon you to win the contest? I’ll give you a hint. The answer rhymes with hero. That’s right. It’s zero. There could be a million people gathered there, and the answer would still be zero. Even the atheists would bet against you, on principle. I’m not telling you anything you don’t already know. Even you wouldn’t bet on yourself.
But then why in the world does Adam bet on himself in his contest with God? Why in the world would he have thought that he had the grounds? God had just formed him, and I quote, “out of the dust of the ground.” Two things here. Number one: Adam did not form himself. God formed him. This would seem to make God creator and Adam creature. Number two: Adam was formed “out of the dust of the ground.” He was dust. Adam’s name in Hebrew in fact means dustling. The point is he was basically made out of mud.
After forming him, God provided for him a habitat and a vocation - the Garden of Eden, and he was to till and keep it. With one caveat. He was, on penalty of death, expressly forbidden to touch the tree of the knowledge of good and evil. This is because God knew that he couldn’t handle the knowledge of good and evil. He could not choose rightly between them. He would be subject to God on that score. And this guy was about to bet on himself in his contest with God.
God then determined that Adam should not be alone. Some creatures should be alone, like tigers and hamsters. God created them for solitude. But God created Adam for community. So once again out of the dust of the ground he formed this animal and that, but none quite fit the bill. God then had a brainstorm. He fashioned a woman from his rib, so that she would be his own flesh and blood. And Adam was no longer alone.
But then...enter the crafty serpent. He tricked Eve into tricking Adam into not just touching, but eating from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil. “God’s just being territorial,” the crafty serpent tempted her. “Go ahead and eat. It won’t do you any harm. Just the opposite, it will make you just like God, able to choose rightly between good and evil.”
Now I don’t know about you, but if a crafty serpent hissed blandishments into in my ear, it would, in and of itself, raise suspicions in my mind. Blandishments of a crafty serpent over against the fact that God had just fashioned me out of the dust of the earth. Blandishments of a crafty serpent over against the fact that God had just expressly forbidden me, on penalty of death, to touch the tree of the knowledge of good and evil. Not Adam. He bet on himself. He reached for the fruit.
It didn’t turn out all that well for him. He did receive a kind of knowledge, but it was the knowledge that he was a guilty and shameful creature for betting on himself.
The whole thing’s unfathomable, really. Let’s not mince words. Adam was, inexplicably, a fool for betting on himself. Thank God we are nothing like him. But just a second here. In point of fact, the reason the Bible describes Adam as our spiritual forebear is because we bear him so close a resemblance. Like father like child. The fact that we judge him though we are just like him indicates that we may be in denial. So let’s just own up to it. Let’s just admit it. We too bet on ourselves in our contest with God. But why? We know, like Adam, we’ve got no grounds to do so. None whatsoever. So why in the world do we bet on ourselves in our contest with God?
The passage does not say precisely, but I have my own idea. It’s because we desperately want our freedom. And we have the impression that if we bet on God we will lose our freedom. We desperately want our freedom! If we bet on God we will have to submit; we will have to obey; we will have to be answerable. But our impressions, just because they’re ours, doesn’t mean they’re right. This particular impression is a decided misimpression. Nothing, in fact, can be further from the truth. If we bet on God we don’t lose our freedom. If we bet on ourselves we lose our freedom. It’s precisely because, just as God told Adam, we can’t rightly choose between the knowledge of good and evil. So when we bet on ourselves we become imprisoned, imprisoned by ourselves.
We have all seen examples of this. They’re all over the place. Watch for them, and you’ll see them. A couple weeks ago, the Lottery reached something close to a billion dollars, so there were special interest stories on the internet about past Lottery winners. They read as horror stories. One was entitled, Twenty Five Lottery Winners And Where They Are Now. Number one declared bankruptcy after purchasing two yachts. Number two spent millions of dollars bailing her drug pushing, gang banging boyfriend out of jail. Number three spent a sizable part of his winnings hiring a hit man to murder his wife. Don’t make me go on.
Only if we bet on God we will have the freedom we so desperately want. Only if we allow God to choose for us the knowledge of good and evil, will we be free from ourselves, free to find the purpose we were created to find, free to bear the responsibility we were created to bear, free to follow the direction we were created to follow, free to make the decisions we were created to make, free to enact the truth we were created to enact.
Bottom line: Adam bet on himself in his contest with God, and he lost. When we bet on ourselves in our contest with God, we repeat his error. We lose. This is why Adam is offered to us as a bad example to resist. But we are offered more than a bad example to resist. We are offered a good example to follow. That good example is, of course, his God’s son Jesus Christ.
For Jesus Christ, there was no contest with God in the first place. He simply bet on God every step of the way. At his baptism when God imparted to him that he was called to make a supreme sacrifice for the sake of humankind, he bet on God. Throughout his ministry as he was hindered and harassed and discouraged and disparaged by every incarnation of corruption and falsehood imaginable, he bet on God. At the end of his ministry, when his dearest and most trusted friends and followers to a man denied and deserted him, he bet on God. When he made that supreme sacrifice on his cross, he bet on God. Of course he bet on God. Only a man who bet body mind and soul on God could have used his freedom in that way.
For our part, we have a new spiritual forbear we may strive to resemble. We are no longer in Adam. We are in Jesus Christ.
My grandmother, God rest her soul, should have been titled, The Queen of the Proverbs. I don’t recall her ever using the narrative voice. She communicated exclusively in proverbs. And she had one for every occasion. “Three can keep a secret, if two of them are dead.” “Lost time is never found again.” “Speak little, do much.” “What you would appear to be, be.” I thought growing up that my grandmother was very odd. As I grow nearer and nearer her age, I realize many of those proverbs were spot on. My grandmother had her share of the wisdom of Solomon. And the thing about proverbs over against the narrative voice is that proverbs you tend to remember. My grandmother would have understood what I have said. Because once she said to me, “When you’re the best that you can be, then you will be truly free.” Amen.